Jonette Kruk
My Dear Jimi,
It will be 4 weeks tomorrow that you decided to go live with The Lord. These last 4 weeks have been the longest of my life and the worst. I am very happy for you but very sad for me. I am being very selfish but I just miss you so very, very much. Every day without you is absolutely miserable. One minute I think I can handle this, the next I am crying non-stop. I know I will make it through this. You have made me a very strong woman but life without you just seems unfathomable. I just can't imagine happiness without you. I am reminded daily by family and friends that I have to continue to live on and go after the dream you and I had....for me to go back to school and become a nurse and eventually a patient advocate.
I am so blessed God gave us this last year together to spend and hold each other every day. Not many people are given so much time together nor have so much love and compassion for each other. I truly feel so blessed that I was able to care for you while you were sick and you trusted me. Every day I took care of you was an honor and I am so glad you allowed me to take care of you. It made me feel so good. You always told me "thank you" and I would say, "for what." I married you Jimi Kruk "until death due us part" and that we did. I love you Jimi and will live in your name every day. You have made me who I am and I will continue to work on being a better person every day. You are my hero and no one will ever replace you. We are soul mates from the day were started dating and no one can ever take that from us.....our souls will be together forever. I will treasure our special relationship and marriage forever & ever.
God Bless You & I can't wait to see you again! Please surround yourself around me and your children with many angels to keep us safe until we are home with you again with The Lord!
I love you baby!!
Your "Precious Princess Baby" Forever!!! <3<3<3
