Nicholas Walsh
Dear Grandpa,
I still can't believe I'm writing this, because I never wanted this day in 2014 to come. Yes, I'm 5 years late on writing you this but that's because I'm still hurting so bad inside. The phone call I received the morning of this tragedy I had just woke up from sleeping and instantly I knew something was off. My mom who asleep still, came running out of the room telling my step dad she needed to take me to San Bernardino upon my fathers orders. I asked her why she said your father told me not to tell you. At that point, I knew something happened and I knew it wasn't good. My dad soon then called me to notify me of the situation and I instantly bursts into tears. The drive to San Bernardino was not easy, I was looking out the window and I might sound alittle crazy when I say this but I could see your face in the clouds smiling at me and telling me don't cry. I just couldn't hold back the tears. Once I got to the house I hugged my dad crying in pain cause the person I loved and always gave me good advice and made me laugh non stop was gone. I walked into the house walked to the threshold of your bedroom and saw a white rose that the chapel guys left on your pillow and I broke down in tears even more. I did not want to believe you were really gone. Grandpa from that day on I haven't been the same. Everyday I think about you, I even got a tattoo just for you in your memory so no matter where I'm at your with me not matter what. I know your watching over me and the rest of the family and I'm to tell you something. Grandpa I just miss your laughs our great times together and your company and most importantly YOU. I just wish I had one more chance to tell you in person that I love you! Grandpa you were idle and I loved every minute of your company. I also just wanted to let you know the Walsh family and friends are doing well also that the WALSH name will live on forever. I love you grandpa I miss you and I'm hope your enjoying your fishing in heaven.
Love,
Your Grandson Nicholas Walsh




