Lorena
Hi Dad. I miss you dude. I’ve been having some really hard days and I can’t believe it’s going to be a year already. I’ve started getting some anxiety at work and just flash backs of when you were in the ER. I still to this day have not gone back into Room 17 where you were in the ER. I miss you daddy. How I would give everything I have to just hold you and see you again. I put your rosary in my car and I carry one of your driver’s license with me at all times. MJ misses you he’s always talking how he can see you in the stars and how you watch him. Im going to need you to be with him more then ever with his heart hiccups we are having. Im terrified to go through that but I can’t really tell anyone. Im going to miss not having you with me during his surgery and bringing me food and doughnuts. I miss not having you to call after his heart appointments. Please continue to be with and watch over him. You would always say how you could believe how strong he was because when you had to get procedures you were scared and MJ faced them head on. I love you daddy.
