Sis, we had our first christmas without you, it was truely difficult and very sad. We all put on big fake smiles and tried to get thru the holidays the best we could. Knowing that
this was your favorite time of year made it bittersweet. Your entire family came over
to papas for christmas eve, mandy the girls, ryan and even jimmie. It was so nice to
see him there for a family christmas, it had been soooo long. I took mandy out for the
day shopping and having lunch, just the two of us, trying to give her some quality time
with a poor subsitute mom. She needs you and misses you sooo much it breaks my
heart knowing she is in so much pain. She is a very strong young lady and growing up
so fast now. You would be so proud of her, I certainly am. I wish there was more
that I could do for her, but what she needs is you.
We know why you had to go, we know that you are in a better place, now. But, it
doesn't make it any easier being without you. I know that sounds kind of selfish
but what is really is, is that you were Loved very very much, and your missed
beyond explaination.
It makes me feel warm deep down inside knowing you are with mom and your both
watching us from afar. Our very own personal Angels. Come visit me in my dreams,
cause I need to see you, we can have our special talks and catch up on all the family
drama. Dont worry ill bring the ice cream
Love forever and ever
Judy Booty